Yikes!!!

O.K. I know it's been a while since I've had even a moment to post. Life has been very buisy and fun and interesting and tireing. I'm starting to feel the overwhelming reality that life is going to be impossibly difficult and I have no idea how I am ever going to make it. Yet I wake up everyday and do what I can do. It's not all bad, I have been having fun too, I guess I'm just feeling a little sressed. Work is going good. I've already gotten compliments on my job performance. Everyone there seems really nice and I'm getting that same family feeling that I had at the Rite Aid in Pa., so thats always nice. I've found a provider for childcare for the kids, they start on Tuesday. I got Halloween off from work. I'm still on the apartment hunt, which is another area of depression. There is not much out there and what there is is very expensive. I've also got to get a car for under two thousand dollars. But I have my little spark of excitement, I have a date this week with a super sweet fella I met on the train. He lives in LA, but we've been talking on the phone almost everyday for the last couple of weeks. I really like him. So he's comming up to visit me this week. Yay!! So that's the news in a nutshell. I hope it won't be too long before I can post again.