Family Day

Today is my mom's birthday. All the relatives are comming over. It should be a lot of fun. The kids are down for their naps early. I've been packing up my scrapping stuff to take it with me. I got a new bag to store it all in, so I had to decide what will go and what has to be packed up to be sent out. The bag is smaller than the box I was originally going to take. Not too much else going on. The kids are out of school all next week, it's closed. So, it should be interesting to see how much packing will get done with them around. Tabitha will be staying the night at "big" Grandmoms house one of the days I have off next week. It will at least give us a partial break and allow a little more packing to be done. I'm a little nervous about this now. I'm excited, but I'm starting to feel stress!! I don't like stress!! I'm also feeling the loss. I've got a great group of people who I work with, and I'm going to miss them all. I will have to send post cards along the way. But... I'm going to loose my drinkin' buddies. I think I'm going to miss that the most. I never went to a bar before I moved here. Yes, 28 years old and I'd never been to a bar!! It's never to late to try something new, right? Well, It's starting to feel like fall in my mind. The colors change and the days get shorter and soon, you know it will be winter, and dark and cold. Only I am going to a land of warmth and friendship and a new begining. It's just time now to say good-bye to a world and prepare for a whole new life. It's necessary and terribly scary at the same time, yet I feel like I'm walking very calmly and directly and the future is calling to me, and I know it will be good. No worries, right?