Job offer

Yesterday was our walk through at work. About seven of the higher-ups were there. They came marching in like a gestapo. It was a little nerve racking to those who cared. I was doing my GNC reset when they came walking around the corner. Sherry was the head honcho. She say hi and shakes my hand and then says," I hear you are moving back to Ca." I say yes, and she says"What part?" Central coast... "Really?" she says "I just spent the last (?) years working in San Luis. Do you have a job lined up out there?" "No" "Hold on a minute...." She pulls out her cell phone and 'makes a call' . She tells me that it is all taken care of, that Mark will be in charge of setting it up, and I will have a job lined up for me when I get out there. Jeff tells her how great of an employee I am and how they don't want to loose me. Pumps her up for me. So, I guess I'll see how much money they want to offer me and I may possibly accept it and stay in the area for a little while.
I got news the other day on the happenings of the X. He's spent the last 3 monthe in jail, and now is on probation for the next year and a half. So he will pretty much be in the area(Or.), and I'm not sure if I want to be there as well. I guess it will depend on a few factors. Hopefully I will know before we leave here. I need to know if I'm packing to live in Ca., or if all my stuff is going to Or. with my parents. Doesn't making life-altering decisions bite? How do I decide what is right? What if I make the wrong choice? What if it takes years to fix the bad choice that I made? How is everything ever going to be alright? Is it ever, or am I just dreaming, thinking that things could ever possibly be right? Circles, running circles around in my brain, again and again.........