Fill Me Up

I felt an emptiness inside me

and I thought that he could fill it

so I lost myself to him

in search of something to fill my heart

Did he loose himself to me

or did we just get lost

I closed my eyes one night

and woke a world away

and now I can't remember

where it was that I was going

or what it was that I was doing

and all I have left are washed out memories

and twice told stories

of a place and a time

that fades with each day

the pain like a scar is fading too

like the lies in his eyes and the anger and hate

so some nights I sit and look at the moon

and wish I will find myself soon

I can define myself and sometimes I do

as a mother a lover a daughter a fool

but the emptiness from so long ago

is still the friend I will always know.