Movin' an Groovin'

Wow, so like three moves in one year is kinda alot, huh? December 17th I moved into the apartment I was talking about. It's nice, just starting to feel like home, although I'm sure it will never fully feel like home. The kids seem to be enjoying living here. I don't think change is nearly as hard on them as it is on us "old folk".
With changes come changes. I just can't believe how much everything seems to be always changing. I feel like I just start to get used to something, and poof, it's up and gone changed on me. Things started off so right with this guy I was dating and then all of a sudden, he tells me it's just"too much work". Wow, unbelievable. I don't want to be alone, but honestly, I'm tired of putting up with these boys and their stupid crap. Well, at least I know I can hold my own. It's just ...well...lonely. He really didn't care much for the kids anyway. Bad bad sign from the start. Even if you know it's not right, as in he's "the one"(on not), It's still a little depressing to break up with someone.
I think now more than ever, I need to go to the beach tomarrow. It's day three of my three day weekend and I am feeling the need for a little meditation. Our highs have only been in the thirties though. Brrrr. I think I'm going to the beach anyway. I'll let you know how it goes......................